Just found out my marriage is completely over aovd dead. No chance of reconciliation on his end and my world is literally falling apart all around me. Only planed on getting married the once and I did for the right reas, shame he wasn't in ithe same boat. I've forgoten how to flirt and date as I was i relationship with the same man for almost five years and honestly thought that I wouldn't need to do any of that with somone new. I'm lost and confused right now and honestly don't know where I will end up. I'm from way down south in Invercargill so I'm little different to alot of Auckland girls but if iyour willing to be friend and help me take my mind of all the bullshit going on around me right now I'm normally good for a laugh. I'm shy but once I get to know people I tend to get pretty full on and sometimes little to honest with people. I know that this super bio will scare alot of people of but thats the point right now and I kinda needed to vent without the feelings. So to help show me who actually read this I will tell you that I love the colour purple and that all I ever ask for is ithe truth even when it might hurt.